I was anticipatiing the pitchers pitch and before he released the ball i gave him a smirk, but then the luminous sun got in my eyes and i nervously swung and in horror i saw it was a strike and i got struck out. The next at bat i was terrified of striking out again that i immediatley swung at the first pitch and instantly knew it was i strike and the next pitch i got startled that i hit the pitch and ran to first base.